Sappireisazeldagirl

I'm a stupid gemini
Getting in the way
trying to change people when im not trying
then regretting it later
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Why do i do this?
should i just go away?
should i stop talking?
Should i just go die?
Should i just stay away from humanity?
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I know now that i shouldnt talk to anyone about anything anymore
Furthermore i will be known as Genga, a girl who will hide in the shadows
who will be in plain sight but wont talk to you
A girl who means nothing
A girl who IS nothing
A girl who just takes up space
I hate this cruel, cruel world
And I hate my spelling
_{Why do I even try?}

Full Name: Ashlyn Frelyn
Nickname: (She hates being called this. Only i call her this) Ash, Ashy
Personality: Tsundere, Loves to be in total control and feard by most, Reseved to most people but a selected few.
Likes: Killing things, Violence, Games that involve lots of Violence, Training, Cakes.
Dislikes: Being called cute, being called a slacker, Boys that flirt with her, ANIMAL CROSSING, PINK, Books, school, makeup, pop music, anything super girly.
Me: She is friends with me
Ashlyn: Tch
Me: *ignores Ashlyn*
Ashlyn: Oh i wasnt talking about YOU, i was talking about Cie
Me: What happened this time?
Ashlyn: She said that i was a horrible Person and that i should die in a F*CKIN HOLE! THAT F*CKIN W**RE! SHES GONNA F*CKIN PA-
Me: God Dammit 
Ashlyn: And her hair looks like Seagulls butt
Me: Cie is always in trouble with me. I was so stupid to even create her. 
Ashlyn: Yeah shes just an Ass

Ignore the title. Im writing this while im tired because hell, y not. Anyway i got home from dance and tbh my partner is okay......I guess. He drops me during some lifs but i really dont blame him. I am in fact older and taller than him. He can be a menie while trying to help me but thank GOD that only happens one in a while. When dance is over tbh im gonna miss him because we've had many good memories together. I remember once, we did one of the three dances perfectly and we high fived, like we normally do. Thats kind of like our version of an reward. I also remember, whenever i looked like i wasnt feeling okay, he'd always ask if i was okay. Like tonight, he asked me three times if i was okay and tbh i was tired as f@#$ but i said i was okay the first time, fine the second, and tired the third. Grady is a nice boy but he is a, as Mr Yulo puts it, a Chucklehead. Him and Joey Snyder, i think that how you spell it. And a lot of the time Joey is a plan ass to me. Of course i show it doesnt bother me but sometimes i do wish he could be a little NICER, if he even knows what that word means, to me, Jules, and his partner Nicole. Well Joey's a, Whats the word? Jokester. He likes to joke around a lot and thats kinda y hes an ass to almost/ Everyone. Wow i just did it again. I talked way too much. And i've changed the subject way too many times today. Going from talking about Grady to Joey then talking about how much i- You know what, Ill stop because ik most of you are like "Holy F@$# Sh#@ Saph, you took up some of MY prescious time with YOUR stupid journal. Thanks." And you know what i say to that, "N#@$ I dont give a F%$@, your F'in fault! And Your F@#$ing welcome" 

Me: ehhhhhh! I wish someone loves me
Len: *blush* ermm
Rin: *whispers to Len* tell her
Len: fine *to me* Saph
Me: *blush* y-yeah?
Len: well I love you
Me: *blushes even more* I l-love you too Len
Len: *pulls me into a sweet but shy kiss*
Me: *sweetly kisses back*
Rin and Miku: AWWWWWW!
Luka: what's going o- *sees Len and me* awww
Teto: OTP!!!!!
Neru: agreed
Kaito: *from kitchen* what's going on?!?
Miku: NOTHING!
Me and Len: *breaks away, blushing a lot*
Len: I'll always love you
Me: me too <3

Wow im really weird. 
VID TIME